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So, i guess it's time for some updates.

Been feeling quite stressed up, seriouslyidunnowhy.

Cuz it's mid term week? But i doubt so cuz i couldn't recall having such situation last semester. Maybe no up til THIS extent.

Symptoms:

Pressure in my head.

This gets worse when i strain my brain.

It's like the more i try to figure out something, the more the pressure comes.

It's like a clogged pipe, the more water trying to flow thru the more it clogs up. until it explodes. BOOM! *water shooting up*

Teeth tightly clamped. (k i know this is weird!!)

I think i do this unconsciously. due to pressure again??

Sometimes i'll find myself biting hard against my teeth.

Then i'll do the :O :| :\ :/ :O :p :[ mouth exercise to loosen up the muscle around.

Waking up at 4 plus.

By my bladder. lol. I tried this before so it's nothing new.

So i'm hoping my quality sleep can come back!

So annoying. Tried to sleep back but can't really. toss turn toss turn until oh it's 6am time to wake up.

Today is the first time i woke up by my alarm since dunno how long. although it's 4.30am but cuz i slept early so i decide to wake up early to finish my help sheet (some call it cheat sheet) for my test today.

Talking about my test today.

*hides in the corner* ashamed by my careless mistake.

I'd rather i not spot it.

Since spotting it won't make any difference since it was after the lecturer announced time is up.

It only makes me feel more helpless, thinking whether to change or not to. If change, then how? While still thinking furiously... the paper was collected. sigh.

It's just a small mistakes la but this test was actually quite easy and easy test can be a bad thing here. Small mistakes can cost alot.

K enough of ramblings. What's over is OVER. Get OVER it man!

Note to self: read the WHOLE sentence next time, not half of it :/

Anyways, i'm feeling ok now. not bad :)

Cooked instant porridge (so salty), had canned gui ling gao ( kla got satisfy my taste buds abit) while fb-ing, checking out kinkybluefairy. yes, i think i'm addicted to her blog .__.

Pray for me la if you can.

I'll try to take things easy. No worries i won't go crazy.